This song’s great.

As usual I’m experiencing writer’s block. The sort where, regardless of what I write, I’m not at all happy with myself or my abilities. Perhaps it’s due to not being in school for such a long time. Still, I feel like a fool for not pushing myself and writing more often.

Another layer down, I think I’m becoming more and more frightened by the prospect of expressing myself, as if I’m dizzyingly slipping down a never ending chasm of self-consciousness, and I know that I have to correct myself and grab onto the wall at some point—the earlier the better—and climb on out. I feel like I need to do something big, creative and great soon or I’ll be trapped inside myself forever.

That said, I’m going to start using this blog as a means of exercising my writing chops and honing my abilities.

Anyway, all that aside, I’m feeling a lot better since moving out of my parents’ house. Living on your own is (obviously) as liberating as it gets. Now I just need to get motivated.